feels so good

reunited that is. m and i came up thursday after work to see d-he was playing sand volleyball and i was jealous. i would have loved to be the one playing. anyway, looked for places all day friday and was starting to think the hotel looked pretty good for a year or so. there was only one place that we hadn't crossed off the list by the time m and i left for iowa. d looked at it friday night and then met up with us. it is so nice to sleep next to him again. not to mention having help with m! iowa was good-seeing bro, mama and j was nice. decided that i am not one for being at gma's the whole time with 8000 people...it was overwhelming. and of course my fave aunt, who never speaks to me, decided that she would just scream at me and call me horrible things in front of the fam. yep, she's my fave. lol. m didn't like sleeping at gma's...he is sound asleep now in the hotel and doing good. we are home bound tomorrow to get the house ready for inspection. we have about 4 hours to kill so i am sure that we will hit up the spray park and maybe see what the s and the boys are doing. man i am going to miss them. must get tree people lined up tomorrow, too and take storm window to glass place to get fixed. still can't believe we sold our house. our home. makes me sad. our place here definitely isn't home, but we will find a house that will become our home. and we will bring home new babies and m will grow up there and lots of memories will be made in the new home to fill my heart and live with me forever. i am feeling grateful for the support of family, the love from my mama, seeing my bro and the two big hugs i got when we left, the solid strength from j, my sweet little m who finds happiness in rocks, d for making us a better life and for myself for being open to what is to come and forgiving what has happened before. xoxo.