coming to an end.

had a realization today...i think it finally hit me that my family of three will be no more very soon.  i feel guilty for taking it away from m and hope he doesn't resent us for bringing a baby home.  he knows a baby is in my belly and loves to hug and kiss him, but i know it will all be different when he is actually here.  i have enjoyed my little m for almost three years now (which is weird to say itself) and i am excited to have another little one to love...i will miss it just being us three though.  a lot. 

so, two weeks and he is supposed to make his big appearance.  feels like it has gone fast and then not so fast.  i am so anxious to not be fat anymore and put my real clothes on.  most excited that by the time i go back to work i will be in regular white shirts-TUCKED IN-and not "hey look at me i am pregnant" shirts.  not to mention everyone who walks by me will stop asking me if i am pregnant, having twins, if i have any at home, am i married, what is the baby, what's the name, boy or girl at home, etc, etc.  man it gets old.  thankful for the sweet people at work...a gentleman and his wife who come in everyday with his elderly parents and has breakfast brought baby q a gift.  so sweet.

yep, two weeks out and i think we have everything we need for the little guy.  just finishing up some decorations for his room.  got one done that i am very happy about and am working on his mobile now.  it would be pretty special for him to come on my grandpa lane's birthday-the 28th.  i always loved having my day right after his.  we were 50 years and 1 day apart.  but he must not come on my day...it's my day afterall and he needs his own!  back to crafting...i'll post pics when i get it all hung up.


becoming parents and a fam of three-2008



taking m home-2008